Ok so I thought I should explain my little emo-mope a couple of days ago. First of all sorry about that, it's been a trying month so far for me, and I guess I felt at the end of my tether.

First of all, i started the month by remaining jobless, which after six months or so, is beyond depressing. It's frustrating to have to be in the house all the time with nothing to do, believe me.

Then early in the month, my Nan had a heart attack. She survived, and told everyone off for making a fuss, but it was still scary, she's my only Nan and I love her, so of course I don't want anything to happen to her.

Around the 12th, Ant decided our relationship had come to an end, so i ended up moving out, and i'm now staying with my best friend. I'm still kinda mad at Ant for not even trying to fight for what we had, but I think i'm starting to get used to the idea that the man I love doesn't love me back, and lied when he said 'forever'. I feel bitter about it, of course I do, I spent a year and a half with him, and thought we'd be together forever. But i'll be fine, given a bit more time. I wont stay mad at him forever, it was better to end it there than carry on under false pretenses. I can't completely forgive him for hurting me like this, but I will in the end. I just hope he is happy, and stays happy.

A few days ago I found out that my Grandad has cancer. So now i'm worried about him, and I hope that he will beat it. It's not looking good at the moment but my family are resilient, even if he is my father's stepdad, I count him as much my Grandad as the other two, more in fact.

So yeah. September has sucked major balls thus far and I don't think it's going to get better. I can only hope that October brings me some good stuff. A decent sleeping pattern would be nice, with everything going on i'm not sleeping properly yet again. Woe.

For those I still owe art to, I'm so sorry, I will get around to them, I promise. I owe two people for the 5k kiriban and I need them to note me with what they want so i can get started on it.

Next kiriban: 10k.

~Mikah

COMMISSIONS

- Idea in mind
- Sketched
- Lineart
- Coloured
- Finishing Touches
- Complete


1. - 5k Kiriban, awaiting commission ideas
2. - 5k Kiriban, awaiting commission ideas
3. 1k Kiriban, Nekah
4. Art Trade
5. [EMPTY]


The obsessive gamblers were betting the passive-aggressives that they couldn't make the over-eaters cry ~ Niles Crane, Frasier